I rarely boast about anything including much higher than average Intelligence, instead preferring to being the laid back ghost.
But sometimes that same Intelligence throws up a problem. Slightly more on the IQ almost eliminates EQ and slightly less means you know how to deal with or get solutions for your Emotions. But You refuse to stoop below and climbing up the IQ ladder is an understood limit.
This is where the problem props up-
You are at a stage where your Emotions are all effed up.
The thoughts engage, but the emotions derail you. Constructive thoughts bring up a solution, but the same set of emotions stonewall again.
An explosive but well thought off burst rips out all emotions, but like the Molten metal from Terminator 2, the TX of emotions rises up again!
While 'Health is Wealth' has always been broadcasted, it shows up its value in uncharacteristic manners. Although it is only the Physical Health, is what I am talking here.
It is a struggle of epic proportions, held strongly though, by a body built strong over the age.
Sometimes, Brawn is the bigger factor over both the Brain and the Heart.
Is it human to face such a situation? Even though the brain accepts this to be true, it does not want to go through it- there is no exoneration !
And while the heart knows that it is the culprit, it sings away merrily, watching the brain fighting an inferno it created, against which, it is born proofed !
It simply exemplifies why thoughts can be justified, but not the emotions.
When does this battle ever end ? Ageing like an Old Wine does look good in this battle. The David of Emotions does not stand a chance of winning even with all the cuts and bruises, but stays immortal. The Goliath of Thoughts, although invincible, finds it difficult to attain Peace and when it does, the emotions heal again, slowly re-igniting the inferno....
I guess, Peace is found when your are done fighting. Ahoy to being a Warrior, fighting the battles and hoping to finally Rest in Peace.
